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Tattoo upgraded XD by littleangellaura1
Tattoo upgraded XD
So I had my local tattooist (who's HOT <3 XD ) add more to my butterfly tattoo because I felt it looked too bare on it's own :) And I LOVE it ^^
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This morning, I woke up to fantastic news :D

My close friend Susan has finally, over a week after the due date, given birth to a healthy, beautiful little boy! :D They've named him Nathan and he and his mother are doing fine :D Huge congratulations to them both! I'm an Auntie again :3 XD <3
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  • Listening to: WWE theme music
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  • Playing: Played GTA5 earlier
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Fanta
Beyond the Grave

Jeff avoids any visits and/or confrontations for the next few nights, like he knows he's in the bad books, like a little kid hiding away from getting scolded. I did consider looking for him but I wouldn't know where to start, and besides I have a lot on my mind just now besides Jeff.

Work was absolute torture. We closed the day of Catherine's murder in respect to her and will be in a few days as we'll all be attending her funeral , which I absolutely fucking dread, but when we reopened and all solemnly went to work that day, all I could see and feel were pairs and pairs of eyes fixed on me. Lydia and Iris are currently whispering and shut up the moment I stalk past and sign it, and the moment my back is turned I can hear more whispers and can see glances in the reflection aimed at me. I want to run off but I can't. I swallow my pride, take a deep breath and go into the hall. Everyone, even the customers fall silent for a few moments upon my entry. I can't tell if the stares and whispers are out of sympathy that I'd lost my friend, or the fact they're blaming me for it. Gary can barely look me in the eye, though I think he feels guilty and sheepish over the phone call. And as for Derek...

He must be sore. He had a special love for Catherine, not in a romantic way, but in a father-daughter way. I know Derek has a son. Maybe he's always wanted a daughter too and Catherine fit the bill of the kind of daughter he always longed for. And now she's gone. Derek doesn't show face for most of the duration of work, which privately is a slight godsend since I have no clue what to say to him, but also depressing to witness. I want to go up to his office and talk to him but I don't even know where to start. And I really, really don't want to hear those sacred 3 words.

"It's your fault."

It is my fault. I do blame myself a lot in this. I shouldn't have let Catherine go home herself, especially since I know there's a murderer out there. God, I'm so angry. No, furious. No...I can't even explain how mad I'm feeling. And not just mad.... but disappointed and disgusted in myself. Everyone I've cared about to some degree, or people I knew who valued life, are gone because of me and Jeff.

Becky. Dom. Yuna. Mara. Catherine.

Becky was a sweetheart. Dom was a misunderstood, grieving father. Despite everything I went through with Yuna, I know deep down she was just mentally damaged and broken. Mara was my old boss, despite the ups and downs, I know she did nothing to deserve death. Granted, it wasn't Jeff who killed her, but it was his actions inflicted on Yuna that made her snap and commit the murder. And Catherine...Sweet, kind, bubbly Catherine...wouldn't hurt a fly. Hell, I'm actually starting to grieve for the old Policeman Jeff killed who I only met once or twice and wasn't too fond of either. But it's the factor that Jeff killed nearly all these people with me involved.

Now I'm starting to question everything. How Jeff really feels. Why he's doing this. Has he gone off me altogether? And scarily...who's next? Gary? Derek? Leah? Oh God. What if he goes deeper than this? What if it's my sister? My parents?

...Me?

No. No that's crazy. Why would Jeff kill me? I know it seemed like he was going to that night but that was one time and he hasn't made any sign that he wants me dead any time soon. Not only that, but if he did he'd have killed me ages ago and probably not let things get as far as they are now. Although what does worry me is...how easy Jeff snapped the other day. How in the matter of a few seconds he went from cocky to a complete monster all due to a few harsh words that weren't meant to be taken so seriously anyway. It's scary how easy he can snap. And dangerous, I know. Maybe I just need to be careful.

But I do want Jeff to understand what he's done to me. I don't want him to get away with what he's done. But what can I do? I can tell myself he's a human being, probably just as powerless as I am minus his knife and I could fight him. But It's dangerous. Jeff is such a complicated guy and the one thing no one ever wants is to have him as your enemy. I shudder at the thought and the memory of the things he's done and is capable of.

"The letter..."

I nearly jump right out my skin and actually drop a glass while in the bar but luckily it doesn't smash. I bolt up looking around for a customer that's needing served or a conversation a work mate has tried to have with me while I was standing in my daydream, probably looking half dead. Neither or is there. Gary is texting at the end of the hall, Jill is sitting looking bored, Charlotte is cooking and there is only about 6 or 7 customers all huddled together at the opposite side of the hall, nowhere near me.

I blink, shaking my head.

The letter? What letter?

The voice was a male voice, light, calming. I recognised it there, definitely a voice I've heard before. But when and where? And what does he mean a letter? What does a letter have to do with Jeff?

Unless...

The letter from Liu, Jeff's deceased brother!

"My Dear Brother, Jeff..."

I still haven't given it to Jeff yet. I know Liu wanted me to but I never find the right moment. Until...now maybe? The voice. Liu. Liu...it was Liu Woods! Is he telling me to give the letter to Jeff? Now is the time to do it?

What the Hell is it going to do him? What kind of emotional impact will it have on him? And will it be enough to make Jeff...contain himself, I guess is the only way I can word it.

Well...

I guess there's only one way to find out.
Sorry for slow activity on my story! I've been doing a LOT of extra shifts at work these past few weeks which result in me coming home totally EXHAUSTED! And not being up to writing! 

New chapter tomorrow :)
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  • Listening to: WWE theme music
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  • Playing: Played GTA5 earlier
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Fanta
Anyone up for a good horror movie?
Well I recommend...Ouija!

Saw it tonight and I'm still shaking O_O
Sorry Conjuring, but I think I have a new top scary movie!
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  • Playing: Played GTA5 earlier
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Fanta

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Call me "Laul" :)
United Kingdom
Name: Laura
But call me: Laul or Lala :3 (My 2 known nicknames xD )
Age: 20
Birthday: 9th September
Star Sign: Virgo
Birthstone: Sapphire
Eyes: Blue
Hair: Black, mid length and full fringe
Pierced: Earlobes, lip , tongue
Nationality: Scottish

Sonic the Hedgehog and Creepypasta fan to the MAX!

10 Facts About Me

1. I've loved Sonic ever since I was 7
2. I'm Pansexual
3. If I didn't have video games, music and art then I think I'd lose the will to live!
4. I'm very tomboy and slightly gothic too
5. My biggest hates are Sushi, Wasps and My Little Pony
6. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
7. I'm a huge fan of horror films - The Conjuring is the scariest film I've seen so far, with Insidious being 2nd xD
8. I'm a huge believer in ghosts, spirits and demons. I'd love to be a paranormal investigator or ghost hunter
9. I've been writing songs ever since I was 14
10. I'll NEVER grow up ;)
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This morning, I woke up to fantastic news :D

My close friend Susan has finally, over a week after the due date, given birth to a healthy, beautiful little boy! :D They've named him Nathan and he and his mother are doing fine :D Huge congratulations to them both! I'm an Auntie again :3 XD <3
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: WWE theme music
  • Reading: N/n
  • Watching: N/n
  • Playing: Played GTA5 earlier
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Fanta

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:iconcrazysob53:
CrazySOB53 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Laul, what's up? OwO
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littleangellaura1 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014
The sky XD
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CrazySOB53 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
XD
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Dynamiteboom12345 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Thanks for the fave!
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littleangellaura1 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014
You're welcome :)
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CrazySOB53 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
*is driving by in a coil voltic* TICKY BOMB! *throws a sticky bomb at you*
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littleangellaura1 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014
O_O HOLY SHI-*sprints* WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!
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CrazySOB53 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
For not bein' a boss!!!

You didn't get the jacksepticeye reference, did you? -3-
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