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I smiled and laughed with Leah, as we had a coffee outside of our favourite cafe while I was on my break. Or should I say, outside my new work. I didn't linger long at the Bingo after what happened with Derek. The new Manager there was alright, and the bodies of Derek, Glenda and Gary were, as Jeff predicted, thought of as a group suicide, but I wanted to move on from that whole scenario. So now I had started my brand new job at the cafe. It's been great. The manager, Kaitlyn, is lot friendlier and so are my workmates. In all honesty, I thought I'd be in a constant panic, thinking the past would come back to haunt me, but instead I can smile and relax. It's over now. It's finally all over.

Leah fully recovered. All her wounds healed and she got over her fear of going outside again. And that's not all that changed in her life.

"Remember that doctor? The one who looked after me, and I totally had a crush on?"


"We're going on a date!"

"Wow! Really?"

"Friday night! God, I'm so excited but nervous! What should I wear?! I'll need to buy something new!"

"You look good in anything, Leah. Trust me", I laughed.

"Aw, thanks. So how have you been anyway? I heard about Gary and your old manager and his daughter...doing what they did."

"'s crazy", I said a little shifty.

Don't think I don't feel bad about everything that happened. Especially with Gary. But like I said, I need to put the past behind me now. I need to move on. A fresh start.

"Do you miss Gary?"

"Of course. But who knows? Maybe him and Catherine eloped up there."

Leah and I laughed and I glanced up at the sky. The truth is I did believe that to be true. Nowadays I'd often imagine Gary and Catherine hand in hand in Heaven, sitting together on a cloud and smiling down at me. I hope Gary forgave me for all that happened. Catherine too. And Dom. If he really did die, I hoped his spirit was at ease now. Maybe lecturing Catherine and Gary every 5 minutes if they got a little close and personal with each other in his sight with Becky telling him to shut up. And as for Yuna, Derek and Glenda...

Personally, I hoped the 3 of them would rot in Hell together.

I sighed, chuckling to myself and forgot Leah was staring at me.

"What's with you?"


"Lost in a daydream there."

"Ah nothing."

"God I cant wait for Friday night. I'm a total nervous wreck."

"You'll be fine I promise."

"I hope so. Now all we need to do is find someone for you too!"

I just kept smiling, trying hard not to make it look obvious.

"Oh shit. Sorry.", Leah said, with a sympathetic look on her face. "That sounded rude."

"Ah, don't worry about it."

"You'll find someone one day, I know it."

"I know..."

My sentence drifted off. My eyes swerved from Leah's to over her shoulder. And there he was. Stood there. Those wide eyes. That extra wide smile. That long dark hair. Fresh blood stains on his white hoodie but like I cared about that any more. Just seeing that face made my heart race, my stomach tighten and the words catch in my throat. Of course he was edged near a dark alley way he was about to dash down but the fact he quickly stopped just to throw me that smile just made me so happy.

Leah had noticed the look on my face.

"Wait a sec. You've found someone haven't you?"


"Come on! I know that look! You've totally found someone, haven't you?"

My eyes quickly went to and from Jeff as subtly as I could. Jeff's expression never changed. He just stared into my eyes and it was almost like he was answering Leah's question for me.

"Yeah...I suppose I have."

"I knew it! Oh come on! Details! How long? When did this happen? How? When?"

"It's a long, long, long story, Leah. I'll maybe tell you about it one day."

I doubt that very much.

"Do you think he's The One? Your Knight in shining armour? Your Prince Charming? The Man of your dreams?"

I looked back over her shoulder at Jeff. His smile widened as much as mine and like the previous feelings I've had with him it was almost like we were stuck in our own little world, miles and miles away from everyone else. Just me and him. It was cut short however when people were headed down his away, and giving me a subtle wave, he quickly dashed down the alley way. I looked at where he was stood, then looked back at Leah and smiled wider than ever before and said...

"Yeah...something like that."

The End
The Bloody End Epilogue
And with that ladies and gents, it's over. Love and Pain: The Bloody End is officially complete. I'm actually quite gutted it's over but I knew it couldn't last forever. But as one door closes another opens, as they say :D

Thank you for taking the time to read my stories and I hope you enjoyed them. Thank you all so much for the favourites, comments and just all the nice things you've done. Purely due to these stories I've made new friends here on DeviantART who I love so much :love: so these stories have meant a lot to me.

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Love and Pain: A Killing Obsession Prologue: littleangellaura1.deviantart.c…
Love and Pain: The Bloody End Prologue: littleangellaura1.deviantart.c…

But it's not quite the end yet. After thinking about this, there is one last part of the story left to be told and well, written by me. 

Love and Pain: The Chilling Beginning

Coming Soon!

Check my journal for more info! littleangellaura1.deviantart.c… I'll get started on that real soon! :D

Again, thank you for reading my stories! :D
So I posted a journal telling you guys who are interested in my Jeff the Killer x Laura trilogy, what I was thinking about doing a prequel entirely in Jeff's POV which would be a shortish story, but just a little background on how Jeff actually found out about Laura and how he actually made his way to the city and area she lives in.

I was debating whether to write it or not and asked for your opinions. So based on that I have decided...


The first chapter will be up in a couple of weeks probably but I hope you guys enjoy it and look forward to it! :D

Thank you all so much for the support, kind words and encouragement you have given me throughout writing these stories, it means a lot! :hug:

Love and Pain: A Chilling Beginning.

Coming Soon
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So sadly I'm one chapter for completing the final part to my JeffxLaura love story, that Im surprised got as popular as it did, so as always, thank you so much for all your favourites and comments about it :D

Im pretty sad it's nearly over since I loved working on the story so much and it's probably the best writing I have done in my life! :O 


I have an idea....and I want to ask your guys opinion on it.

I've been toying with the idea of writing another part of the story and this one being a PREQUEL

And this prequel is going to be about how Jeff met Laura, how he got himself to live in the same town as her etc and, this time it will ALL be written in Jeff's POV, so this will reflect on how good I am at writing in Jeff's character. You'll get a snippet of that in some of my stories, I've done that a couple of times. Anyway it will be a short story, like probably not even 10 chapters but I want to know if you guys think I should do it or not. I'm not going to bother if you guys think its too much or a bad idea etc... 

So comment your opinion. Should I leave the story alone now, accept it's over and keep some mystery behind it, or shall I go a head with this, have Jeff tell the story this time and add one last story to the series? :D

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No Doubt

I know he won't show up in my room tonight. I wouldn't be surprised if he did what I did, just go home, well "home", and rest. But I can't help but just lay here restless in bed. My adrenaline is still pumping and I still keep replaying all that went on inside my head. Its been one Hell of an eventful night.

I'm completely surprised my parents didn't flip their shit and go crazy  the moment I walked in the front door. Turns out it actually wasn't as late as I thought it was, although she was pissed off that I didn't respond to her texts and looked suspicious at the fact I had dirt on my clothes, despite my best efforts to tidy myself up before walking home. I just made out I was at Leah's again and we were mucking around and that's why my phone smashed. She still looked a tiny bit suspicious but then nagged about the fact we were 20 year old "women" and not 5 year old little girls and we shouldn't be "playing about" in mud. For the first time in my life, I was actually glad to be hearing her nag rather than fuss or yell and especially cry. I just laughed sheepishly, agreed and went to bed.

My window is open for him of course and I jump at every sound outside, thinking it's him making his way in. I do want to see him but I don't want to either. I have to give him that letter. I can't hide it from him any longer. It's his. I know he killed Liu but, like I've thought before, a part of me thinks he maybe regrets it a little. Maybe it was just a heat of the moment thing, or, as I said once, maybe he did it to protect Liu in a crazy way. Or perhaps it was that dark, dark side of him he mentioned before. The one he struggles to control. Yes he is a dark person himself and, not exactly an angel. Fuck, he's an evil, messed up, twisted, serial killer who's totally insane.

And I'm still alive, after knowing him for so long now.

God, it's weird to think how long ago that was. It's strange and, kind of twisted, thinking about everything we've been through ever since that evening at work when I accidentally caught him hiding on the balcony. The research on him. The dreams. The first confrontation. The evening visits. Yuna. The old house. The bar. Becky. Dominic. Leah. Catherine. Gary. Derek. Glenda. Nearly falling to my death, for God sake. Has it all been worth it?

Of course it has.

But imagine if I never saw him that night at work. Imagine if I didn't look up there at that moment and saw him, and he never saw me. What would my life be like right now? Would I be living a normal, boring life? Yuna would still be alive and would probably have never went batshit crazy. I'd never have been forced to leave work the first time. Mara would likely still be alive and still be Manager. I'd never have met Becky, Catherine, Derek or Dom. I imagine I'd have been dating Gary, if he was employed. But I also wonder... I can't help but shiver at the thought, but if I never met Jeff, would I have likely been a victim? If he came across me walking home alone one evening, would he have slaughtered me? No. Maybe. I don't know.

Oh what's the point thinking about that now? He hasn't killed me. Yes, there's been times where he almost did, but he didn't do it, did he? He always stopped himself. He saved my life a few hours ago. Even when I told him to stop. Even when I told him to let me go and save himself, he never gave up on me. And that makes my heart race just thinking about that...



And that just made my heart about stop!

Jeff, leaning against my wall and staring at me with his wide eyes in an amused way, chuckles softly.

"Not quite."

"Where the hell did you come from? I didn't even hear you come in."

"Oh please, don't let me interrupt your daydreaming or seizure or whatever it is you were doing."

I sigh but can't help smile, sitting up properly on my bed.

"I didn't think you'd be here tonight."

"And why ever not? The night is still young."

"Just...after everything that's happened."

"My dear, compared to the shit I've seen/been through/caused, that today was nothing."

"Suppose you have a point..."

"No rest for the wicked. Or the insane."


I can't help but just stare at him. In amazement more than anything. How he can just move on from earlier's events like that, not care or think twice about any of it. I know he'll be used to it all but even so. What happened with Yuna still gives me nightmares for God sake and that feels like it was years ago. I guess I should be more like that. Maybe I have to stop holding on to the past and just let it go. Seems the easiest way to live.

I slowly put my hand under my pillow, touching the crumpled letter I put under there. I don't know if Jeff can see it, or hear the rustling of the paper but he doesn't quiz me on it. He just stares at my face mostly, making my blush slightly. The silence is a bit awkward but Jeff is standing up properly now, sauntering casually over to the window, so I know it's a short and sweet visit before he goes out doing his thing. Maybe if I just wait...

No. No more waiting. I'm doing this now.

"Hey, Jeff?"

It's now or never.

"Hm?", Jeff says, turning his head to look at me.

I get off my head, holding the piece of paper in my hand. He's spotted it so no going back now. You wanted me to do it, Liu. I trust you know it'll be okay.

"This is....yours."

I hold the letter out to him. He doesn't take it and just stares at it blankly. I swallow the lump in my throat and just say it.

"I know this is going to sound crazy and I wouldn't blame you if you didn't believe me. But going back when Yuna...well, you know. When she knocked me out, I was in a place that, I don't know, was the afterlife but not exactly. I wasn't dead or dying, obviously. Maybe it was purgatory. Oh I don't know, the point is, when I was there I was in your house. I mean your real house, your family home and I met...Liu."

Jeff just stares blankly still, though I swear I saw his eyes slightly widen when I mention Liu.

"Your brother", I continue on. "He was the one that actually encouraged me to save you from Yuna. He told me if I walked away you'd both have died and I couldn't let that happen. He said I had to make a choice and- oh forget it, that's not important. What's important is this."

I nod at the paper and Jeff looks at it then looks towards me, still looking blank and now slightly confused. No wonder, I'm talking nearly 90 miles an hour and rambling about the bloody afterlife and dreams.

"The paper?"

"It's a letter, Jeff. For you. From....from Liu."

This time Jeff does look more interested.

"I don't know how the heck he did it, but he did. He gave me this to give to you."

Jeff slowly takes the letter out of my hand.

"It's not me pulling a sick joke. It's not some kind of mistake. It's real."

Jeff opens the letter and I see his unblinking eyes dart backwards and forwards, skimming through it, while I watch him, holding my breath. Waiting. Waiting for his eyes to darken. Waiting for his firsts to clench. Waiting for him to scream in rage, pull out his knife from his pocket and slash my throat.

But no.

When he gets to the end of the letter, I swear, for a single moment, I see him look...lost. Like an innocent, lost little boy. He swallows a lump in his throat the way I did, although he's more discreet about it. I hold my breath still, backing up a bit, staying silent. It's a chilling silence. I can actually hear my heart beating. Or maybe it's his. Who knows.

Jeff holds the letter for a minute or two. His eyes narrow and he looks almost like he's concentrating or thinking hard about something. I find myself tilting my head a bit, in a similar manner to what he does actually, to get a closer look at his expression. However, when he seems to notice I'm staring at him he rather quickly shakes his head a bit, holds the letter in front of him and....rips it to pieces!

I actually jump a little, blinking in surprise. In my mind I had him have a break down and kill me, my family, my neighbours. Instead he just tore the letter to shreds, back to looking blank and almost bored! I watch as he, rather rudely, drops the torn pieces of paper on to my floor and he looks me in the eyes, shrugs and smiles slightly.

"The past is in the past. That's where it belongs and that's where it will stay."

I can't help but smile at him, his bravery, his attitude towards life in general. I love it.

"Couldn't agree more."

I love him. But that's no secret.

He smiles wider and turns back to the window, starting to climb out of it. I walk over, watching him go.

"So I imagine I'll be seeing you again", I say softly.

He stops his climbing and looks round to face me. As he stares at me, I notice he tilts his head slightly, and has that seem questioning expression on his face when he stares into my eyes. I stare back,  my eyes completely locked on his. I can't tear them away. I feel my heart beating fast, butterflies flying about my tummy. Then, very unexpectedly for Jeff, he reaches out with his hand, the other keeping a tight grip of the window ledge of course, and rests the palm of his hand on my cheek. My cheeks burn of course, and I almost feel my eyes well up. But I allow myself to soften and just adore his touch. I just gaze at him. His black rimmed eyes. His long carved smile. His ghostly white face. His long dark hair. His blood/dirt stained hoodie. His rough hands.

And his voice.

"Without a doubt."

I love it all.

He smirks at me. I smile back and then he's off, out of the window, down the drain pipe and sprints off into the night. I watch him go, not able to wipe the smile from my lips, even after he's long gone.  I give a large happy sigh, close the window and climb into bed, staring at the ceiling.

So I was wrong. Giving him that letter was the right thing to do after all. He didn't get upset or angry. He actually seemed slightly...happier. Letting the past remain dead and buried is the right attitude to have and it also explains a lot of things. And it just makes me love him even more.

"Thanks Liu", I whisper.

And with that, I curl up under the covers, close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

Still smiling.
  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? - 6 Years :)

  2. What does your username mean? - I've used the same username of so many things ever since I was 11. My sister actually created it for me (I know it's cringey!) but I know it's one I'll always remember :D

  3. Describe yourself in three words. - Funny, Imaginative and Protective 

  4. Are you left or right handed? - Left handed! :D

  5. What was your first deviation? - A drawing of Knuckles the Echidna from Sonic the Hedgehog :)

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create? - Cartoon drawings and story writing

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? - I'd love to learn how to animate! Being an animator for a show or video game has been a dream of mine!

  8. What was your first favourite? - A picture of Shadow the Hedgehog holding a gun!

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? - Anything Sonic the Hedgehog related and deep personal photographs with quotes about mental health and sexuality

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? - I couldn't pick one! Shannon-the-Dragon1, LastoftheWolves, xXCoco-TsubasaXx and jonmonster13 are 4 who I love because not only do they do great work, they are great friends and give me encouragement when I post pics/stories up. I have loads of DeviantART friends but I'd be here all day listing them all and explaining about why they are so great! :D I love the art style of EvanStanley and AngelofHappiness.

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? - My friends who live on the other side of the world! :P

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? - By making artwork that makes me happy humour wise and even helping me discover who I truly am and what I can truly do! 

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art? - My laptop, WordPad and imagination! :D :P 

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? - Just being alone where I'm comfortable and for some reason I become more inspirational in the evening!

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory? - When I wrote a horror/romance story and I didn't think it would be successful... now I'm currently writing the 3rd part of the story, having turned it into a trilogy because people loved it so much! :D

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Call me "Laul" :)
United Kingdom
Name: Laura
But call me: Laul or Lala :3 (My 2 known nicknames xD )
Age: 20
Birthday: 9th September
Star Sign: Virgo
Birthstone: Sapphire
Eyes: Blue
Hair: Short, "Pixie" cut, red
Pierced: Earlobes, lip , tongue
Nationality: Scottish

Sonic the Hedgehog and Creepypasta fan to the MAX!

10 Facts About Me

1. I've loved Sonic ever since I was 7
2. I'm Pansexual
3. If I didn't have video games, music and art then I think I'd lose the will to live!
4. I'm very tomboy and slightly gothic too
5. My biggest hates are Sushi, Wasps and My Little Pony
6. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
7. I'm a huge fan of horror films - The Conjuring is the scariest film I've seen so far, with Insidious being 2nd xD
8. I'm a huge believer in ghosts, spirits and demons. I'd love to be a paranormal investigator or ghost hunter
9. I've been writing songs ever since I was 14
10. I'll NEVER grow up ;)
So I posted a journal telling you guys who are interested in my Jeff the Killer x Laura trilogy, what I was thinking about doing a prequel entirely in Jeff's POV which would be a shortish story, but just a little background on how Jeff actually found out about Laura and how he actually made his way to the city and area she lives in.

I was debating whether to write it or not and asked for your opinions. So based on that I have decided...


The first chapter will be up in a couple of weeks probably but I hope you guys enjoy it and look forward to it! :D

Thank you all so much for the support, kind words and encouragement you have given me throughout writing these stories, it means a lot! :hug:

Love and Pain: A Chilling Beginning.

Coming Soon
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  • Watching: Benefits Britain
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CrazySOB53 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist

Don't know about you, but my childhood is officially dead.
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:stare: ....Hold me
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