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One Last Nightmare Chapter 1VoicesOne Last Nightmare Chapter 1 by littleangellaura1
I sit up in my bed, gasping for air, sweat pouring from me so much so, my bed feels damp. For a terrible moment I actually think I've had a little...accident. But once I switch the lamp on and inspect the sheets, I'm thankful it's just a night sweat. I breathe out a sigh of relief and just sit up for a few moments, trying to bring reality back to life and into focus.
"Another fucking nightmare..."
I'd have thought, by now, I'd be used to nightmares. But a sudden rush of fear like that is something I don't think anyone could get used to, no matter what you've done or what you've been through. And nowadays, every nightmare I have likes to 1UP the previous one. They just get worse, and have been for nights. Weeks. Months even. Especially since...that day.
I reach for the bottle of water by my bedside, taking large gulps and slamming it back down, sighing again.
No, come on. Stop it, Laura. We've been over this. It's not your fault. It isn't your fault. None of this is on you. Yo
One Last Nightmare - PrologueLove and Pain Part 4One Last Nightmare - Prologue by littleangellaura1
If you've been following my adventure straight from the beginning, you'll know I've been through a lot and have done so many things. A lot of these things I regret and I spend nearly every day thinking about them. When I did them, I didn't care about the regrets back then. I didn't care if what I was doing was "bad" or whatever. All I cared about was one person. The one who came into my life about 2 years ago and ever since then, everything has just been a roller coatser of ups, downs, loops, turns and god knows what else. The one who has haunted my dreams, destroyed lives, corrupted my mind... I've been stabbed. I've been beaten. I've murdered. I've watched people die. I was hanging on the edge of the highest hill in my town and nearly fell to my death for God sake. But he saved me. He saved my life. And I'm not talking about because he saved me from plummeting over 700 ft to the ground. He saved me long before that.
He gave me courage. He g
Depression and AnxietyWhen people hear the term "mental illness", a lot of them associate that with words such as; "Psycho". "Insane". "Asylum" "Straight jackets". Some people don't even believe that Depression and Anxiety are even mental disorders in the first place. Some believe they are just people wanting attention. Some believe that those who have depression are just "sad all the time". And some believe that those who have anxiety are just "anxious and nervous all the time". Both of these disorders ARE mental illnesses and are way more than being sad, anxious and nervous. It's a lot more and can result in people going to dangerous lengths, even ending up committing suicide, in order to cope or get away from their constant raging inner demons. I see myself as an advocate for mental illnesses, but especially Depression & Anxiety in particular as these are the ones that I'm familiar with as I struggle with both, but sometimes I feel both of these disorders get overlooked and some don't see them as being aDepression and Anxiety by littleangellaura1
Love and Pain Part 4: One Last Nightmare - BlurbBlurbLove and Pain Part 4: One Last Nightmare - Blurb by littleangellaura1
As much as I've been trying hard to fight it, the guilt and realisation of what I've actually done is finally starting to eat away at me. Constantly I'm being haunted by the ghosts of my past, I'm actually starting to SEE the people I've lost. My friends and enemies that have all died because of me. The more I put it aside, the stronger it gets and soon enough I can hardly even escape it in my dreams because all I'm faced with are brutal nightmares!
Jeff seems unaffected and not at all interested in this. He still comes and goes as always and once again his violent nature is just increasing. It doesn't take me long to link my fractured mental state to Jeff's constant visits. When he kills someone close to me, it's the final straw. The only way I'm going to be able to cope with the guilt and lock away my inner demons is by moving on. I have no choice. I think my only escape route is by cutting all ties with Jeff.
But can I really do that? And more to the point, would Jeff allow th
Name: Laura |
But call me: Laul or Lala :3 (My 2 known nicknames xD )
Birthday: 9th September
Star Sign: Virgo
Hair: Short, "Pixie" cut, purple-red
Pierced: Earlobes, lip x 2 (Spiderbites) , tongue
Sonic the Hedgehog and Creepypasta fan to the MAX!
10 Facts About Me
1. I've loved Sonic ever since I was 7
2. I'm Pansexual
3. If I didn't have video games, music and art then I think I'd lose the will to live!
4. I'm very tomboy and slightly gothic too
5. My biggest hates are Sushi, Wasps and My Little Pony
6. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
7. I'm a huge fan of horror films - My top 3 are Ouija, The Conjuring and Insidious
8. I'm a huge believer in ghosts, spirits and demons. I'd love to be a paranormal investigator or ghost hunter
9. I've been writing songs ever since I was 14
10. I'll NEVER grow up