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I sit up in my bed, gasping for air, sweat pouring from me so much so, my bed feels damp. For a terrible moment I actually think I've had a little...accident. But once I switch the lamp on and inspect the sheets, I'm thankful it's just a night sweat. I breathe out a sigh of relief and just sit up for a few moments, trying to bring reality back to life and into focus.

"Another fucking nightmare..."

I'd have thought, by now, I'd be used to nightmares. But a sudden rush of fear like that is something I don't think anyone could get used to, no matter what you've done or what you've been through. And nowadays, every nightmare I have likes to 1UP the previous one. They just get worse, and have been for nights. Weeks. Months even. Especially since...that day.

I reach for the bottle of water by my bedside, taking large gulps and slamming it back down, sighing again.

No, come on. Stop it, Laura. We've been over this. It's not your fault. It isn't your fault. None of this is on you. You didn't kill them. He killed them.

But you were there. You should have stopped him. It was your fault they got involved and drawn into the whole mess.

Stop blaming yourself! Let it go!

You can't deny it.

"Oh shut up...", I sigh to myself.

I run my hands though my hair, ruffling it up as if I were trying to shake the voices out of my head. Well that would be a bonus. But there's no shutting them up once they start. All of the voices screaming, adding opinions, debating what's right or wrong. Guilt. Sorrow. Self loathing. Blame.

I get up from my bed and open the curtains, looking out at the dark sky. The moon is shining rather brightly tonight and the rain is falling hard. The neighbourhood is silent. I can't hear so much as a dog barking or someone yelling or a car driving past. Moving to this area was a great idea for peace anyway. Mum and dad were pretty keen to move here. Yes, I'm still living with them. I don't know if it was just all the murders and deaths that has occurred the past couple of years, or the drama or what, but they decided on moving here just weeks after Gary, Derek and Glenda's deaths. Goodbye South Barkpen, and hello Bridgeside. It's still in Perth though. I'm surprised they still wanted to stay in the town itself after everything that happened. But I guess the move in general was for a fresh start.

I suppose I don't mind the move. The house is nice, a bit bigger than our old one. As I said, the area is quiet and I'm actually a lot closer to my work, so no more buses unless its a really bad rainy or cold day. I guess my only issue is, how close the house is...to "Suicide Hill". Hell, it's basically next door to it. I used to love walks up there a long time ago, but ever since that day, I can't even look at it without shivering. I remember mum and I took the dog for a walk a while ago and she wanted to go up there, but I couldn't. I just couldn't. Instead I made out I was sick and needed to go home. I can't face it. Not yet.

It was so long ago now. Let it go! It's over!

I know. I know...

I take a final look outside, looking around to see anybody lurking around out there. A white hooded figure preferably. Don't worry, of course he is aware I've moved. Of course he stalked and followed me here. He knows exactly what house it is, what room is mine and how to get access to it. As a plus, the window is bigger and easier for him to climb through, as well as the climb outside. I'm expecting him to appear tonight, as he always has a habit of appearing after I've had a terrifying nightmare, but nothing. I guess he's busy.

But he'll be here again. He always comes back. He always does his "job" right. Well, after what happened before he makes sure of that now. He'll always get the upper hand. He'll always win.

"Guess I'll see you another night, Jeff", I chuckle to myself, closing the curtains.

I creep back to my bed and snuggle under the covers, closing my eyes tight and praying I'm not going to see any more dark, scary images. I think I've seen enough for one night.
One Last Nightmare Chapter 1
Finally got this complete and posted :) So...I'm hearing voices in my head, what a nice start! But hey, who doesn't do that nowadays? :P They keep me sane half the time!

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So I got tagged by :iconlastofthewolves: the little bitch and she says I HAVE to do this now XD so to those who I tag and aren't for getting tagged, I'm sorry but blame her! XD

This is a list of 30 people/places/things that make me happy!

Even during days where my Depression and/or Anxiety is at a high, this list can assure me that there is light at the end of the dark tunnel and things will be okay again! If you're tagged, apparently you have to do this too (I'm sorry for the Tag Spam! DX ) :)

If I don't tag you, don't get offended or think you dont make me happy, but I can't tag everyone! In reality I'd tag my whole watch list and that'd be cheating and annoying for some! :P

1. :iconlastofthewolves: (I better tag her or she'll never let me live it down XD love ya really!)
2. :iconwewannapartyparty: (One of my best friends :) )
3. :iconjomonster13: (My awesome DA friend and fan of my Jeff the Killer stories! :) )
4. :iconcrazysob53: (Tags annoy him, so I had to tag him, his rage makes me happy ;) I kid :P he's cool) 
5. :iconxxcoco-tsubasaxx: (Nice person, another fan of my Jeff stories :) )
6: :icondanniprincessofpower: (First Pansexual I ever talked to XD really nice person too :) )
7. Family
8. My closest friends 
9. Writing stories
10. My Jeff X Laura series
11. Writing songs
12. Giving advice
13. Tina (my dog)
14. Music
15. Video games
16. Exploring
17. Making people feel good about themselves
18. Animals (I love all animals!)
19. Singing
20. Books
21. Days when I feel confident and pretty
22. Feeling loved
23. My hair being a pixie cut (Best thing I EVER did to my hair!)
24. Horror movies
25. Theme parks
26. Scotland (my country ;) )
27. Creepypasta
28. Theories/Weird videos/ Weird, Unexplained stuff
29. Being myself
30. Knowing that there's always someone out there who loves me for who I am <3 
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: News
  • Playing: The Last of Us
  • Eating: Chocolate Cookies
  • Drinking: Red Bull
No matter how many times I re-read my stories, I always find some sort of typo or mistake somewhere DX Dammit! ^^
So I'm giving a shout out to this thing right here --> :iconlastofthewolves: who has taken the time to draw some of the scenes from my Love and Pain (JeffxLaura) story series that I've loved writing. She's done a great job with them and she's actually made them look better than what I had them looking like in my head XD It's a pretty fun deal, at least two drawings per chapter I write and post up, more or less :P

Check out her work here: lastofthewolves.deviantart.com…

These are the scenes she's drawn so far: lastofthewolves.deviantart.com…

Her art style is awesome and if you like it, feel free to contact her if anyone wants something similar done for them, a scene from on of your stories or, ya know, something along those lines. Just drop her a note, comment or whatever and I'm sure she'll do that for you :3 But yeah she's up for drawing background and scenery if anyone is interested as well as colouring anything. The only sort of rule is, no people or animals. She thinks she can't draw them, but really I think she can :P I made her draw Jeff in some of mine and they look goooood :3

But yeah definitely check her work out and, I supppooosseee, I better say thank you to her for the scenes :3

THANKS SIS XD
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: News
  • Playing: The Last of Us
  • Eating: Chocolate Cookies
  • Drinking: Red Bull
Some happy news to lift my spirits a bit :)

I recently announced in a journal that my sister is pregnant again! There were a few very minor complications she had but everything is fine and the baby is fine. She actually got a gender reveal scan today! :D I was there and, there was no denying, the baby is a...

*drumroll*

BOY! Its A Boy :la: 

Yep! She is having another little boy and I am gaining another little Nephew! :tardgrinn: I think she was kind of hoping for a little girl but obviously she is happy and doesn't love the child any less, being a boy. The only problem is thinking of a name! She had her name planned if it was a girl but couldn't think of a name for it being a boy! Looks like she'll have to think hard now! Haha!

So on the 28th of June we will be welcoming a new face into the Lamond clan! I can't wait to meet my new Nephew :3 And this has definitely been the highlight to a pretty crap week for me :)
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: News
  • Playing: The Last of Us
  • Eating: Chocolate Cookies
  • Drinking: Red Bull

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Call me "Laul" :)
United Kingdom
Name: Laura
But call me: Laul or Lala :3 (My 2 known nicknames xD )
Age: 21
Birthday: 9th September
Star Sign: Virgo
Birthstone: Sapphire
Eyes: Blue
Hair: Short, "Pixie" cut, purple-red
Pierced: Earlobes, lip x 2 (Spiderbites) , tongue
Nationality: Scottish

Sonic the Hedgehog and Creepypasta fan to the MAX!

10 Facts About Me

1. I've loved Sonic ever since I was 7
2. I'm Pansexual
3. If I didn't have video games, music and art then I think I'd lose the will to live!
4. I'm very tomboy and slightly gothic too
5. My biggest hates are Sushi, Wasps and My Little Pony
6. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)
7. I'm a huge fan of horror films - My top 3 are Ouija, The Conjuring and Insidious
8. I'm a huge believer in ghosts, spirits and demons. I'd love to be a paranormal investigator or ghost hunter
9. I've been writing songs ever since I was 14
10. I'll NEVER grow up ;)
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So I got tagged by :iconlastofthewolves: the little bitch and she says I HAVE to do this now XD so to those who I tag and aren't for getting tagged, I'm sorry but blame her! XD

This is a list of 30 people/places/things that make me happy!

Even during days where my Depression and/or Anxiety is at a high, this list can assure me that there is light at the end of the dark tunnel and things will be okay again! If you're tagged, apparently you have to do this too (I'm sorry for the Tag Spam! DX ) :)

If I don't tag you, don't get offended or think you dont make me happy, but I can't tag everyone! In reality I'd tag my whole watch list and that'd be cheating and annoying for some! :P

1. :iconlastofthewolves: (I better tag her or she'll never let me live it down XD love ya really!)
2. :iconwewannapartyparty: (One of my best friends :) )
3. :iconjomonster13: (My awesome DA friend and fan of my Jeff the Killer stories! :) )
4. :iconcrazysob53: (Tags annoy him, so I had to tag him, his rage makes me happy ;) I kid :P he's cool) 
5. :iconxxcoco-tsubasaxx: (Nice person, another fan of my Jeff stories :) )
6: :icondanniprincessofpower: (First Pansexual I ever talked to XD really nice person too :) )
7. Family
8. My closest friends 
9. Writing stories
10. My Jeff X Laura series
11. Writing songs
12. Giving advice
13. Tina (my dog)
14. Music
15. Video games
16. Exploring
17. Making people feel good about themselves
18. Animals (I love all animals!)
19. Singing
20. Books
21. Days when I feel confident and pretty
22. Feeling loved
23. My hair being a pixie cut (Best thing I EVER did to my hair!)
24. Horror movies
25. Theme parks
26. Scotland (my country ;) )
27. Creepypasta
28. Theories/Weird videos/ Weird, Unexplained stuff
29. Being myself
30. Knowing that there's always someone out there who loves me for who I am <3 
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: News
  • Playing: The Last of Us
  • Eating: Chocolate Cookies
  • Drinking: Red Bull

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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2016
Hey there lovely, thanks for the watch! I hope you'll enjoy what I post. :hug:

Have a wonderful day full of possibilities, positivity and love. :love:
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Thank you :hug: I love your work :)
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Of course. :)
Aw thank you. <3
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Thanks for the watch and Llama :)
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Thank you so much for the favorite!
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You're welcome :D
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Thx so much for the fav!

Seeing so many people enjoying more work simply makes my head spin
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Thanks for The faves :hug:
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